I fell in love and I lost my best friend.

” Oh my God! Look at this. He texted me”, I jumped upon the bed pulling my friend by the neck. “He knew I loved Chinese! Isn’t it amazing? “, I blushed as I scrolled down the pictures we had taken, and she sat down listening to me chattering with a smile. ” He finally said it. ”

” What did you say? ”

” Ofcourse! A yes. We are together now. “, I blushed.

” That’s amazing girl.! I’m so happy for you”, she hugged me.

” He isn’t picking up! He isn’t giving me any priority. I don’t want him anymore. ”

” You got to calm down. He could be busy. Just give him some space. Until then let’s go get some food! ”

” Why not? “, I stood up slowly as she held my hand and drafted me out. ” I feel really stressed. I think he’s gonna breakup up. He’s such an idiot ”

” I’m sorry. I can understand. If this is the case, you need to break up first. You need to be respected for who you are. Can you please stop crying now? ”

” You dont know anything. Its not just his fault and I can’t end it like this. You won’t understand until you’ve been in this place. ” , I stormed at her with my red eyes flowing out tears.

” Why didn’t you ask me for the movie? ”

” Oh sorry! The last time I asked, yoy wanted to go to the movies with your boyfriend and that’s the only time you get with him. ”

” But you could have asked! ”

” Alright. Next time I will. Before i assume the obvious. “, she turned away.

Sights exchanges but words denied. I wasn’t her possession anymore. She was there when I needed her, but I wasn’t.

She left for good when i made her believe to not trust anyone anymore.

To not depend on anyone.

To lose respect on love with the fear of losing everyone else around for that one.

I know I didn’t treat her well. But, we both paid the price for once choosing each other. Good Bye My FRIEND!

After all you will still be remembered as my Best Friend I lost.

As two little girls whining about the colors to crushes!